Dreams
I dreamt of mummy ,daddy, da Yee, and myself, something related to yeye and car accidents. It made me woke up crying like shit. Why can it be so scary and depressing? It hurts a lot but I don't know how it came. I don't know how to feel. It just hurts a lot. It's very emotionally painful that I want to kill myself. It reminded me of that dream where I got molested by an uncle because of my dress and nobody believed it, not even my parents and I woke up crying in my car. I've never felt so helpless and hopeless before. Dreams, please don't wish for them to come true. It haven't happened but it can hurt so real and so intensely already. I died again inside, today afternoon.