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hello you. yes you. the one who texted me for so long, i am not sure if you will read this, but, if you do, then yeah..you are pretty mad right now, and i ruined it once again. gosh i shouldn't have done it but damn i feel like crying now. how can i do this to someone as nice as you. I'm really mean,but i don't want the bad things to build up until the point where it explodes, so i had to pull the trigger before it gets even worse.(like a self-bombing terrorist explode before she reach places with more people and cause more damage) looking back to 2011 where it all started i was really confused how can i turn from that to this, today. i wasn't the same person i used to be and i changed. I'm not exactly the same anymore so i couldn't do it anymore. i admit that i am such a bi-ch for doing this.i made promises, and i broke it, i dont wanna continue saying things that lost its meaning sometimes and now i just want to say sorry for ruining everything.i cant sleep