Dealing with the aftermath,

I feel like Wednesday was an aftermath thingy. i feel so sorry for the other person. i dont even know what im doing. seems like keeping a distance is the only way.

And also! Talked to Qing on the phone yesterday.

Pentagon Theory! srsly it is so true.

and i can only describe briefly how the aftermath happened.
and its something like this...

so this is how it happened.

Im still very messed up and confused.

i need to set boudaries.
the line between personal and not personal
but this is odd.

gahhh i srsly dont know what to do or what to say.

and i even dreamt of our class attending a talk of BGR at school. how stupid was my dream.

can someone give me a hint of what to do?im so confused. i need Confucius here omg.