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Yknow it just feels like I can't do anything right I can't even take care of a newly purchased item I cant even take care of myself I can't even take care of my emotions I can't take care of my relationship with anyone My family My friends My bf I know clearly that the only thing constant in this world is change. Every single thing in this world is subjected to change is prone to changes Our feelings for someone changes. Someone's feelings for us would change. People change Times change Eras change The earth changes Everything changes You can be excited for an event all you want And it can changes into nothing seconds before it starts You can be all hopeful seeing someone after a long time And he/she can bail and call it off minutes before you meet him/her. You might have poured out your heart and soul into someone And no matter how much he /she seemed to care about you or show their concern It may change One day you find yourself speaking to s

Chapter 1  Announcement "MinEn: Congrats oh @buxsy @yiijing! 🎇" A notification popped out of the blue and my phone buzzed. I wonder what it was, why is she congratulating me and YJ for no reason. Then another screenshot appeared.  On the list of 20 people, 4 familiar names appeared. Kit Wing, Yi Fan, Yii Jing, and mine. I couldn't believe my eyes and looked down the list, again and again, searching for two names. To my disappointment, their names were not found. As the student council of MBT, not even Asther could be shortlisted. And for Tuck Hou, it has always been the name in my head, no matter where I go.  I was supposed to be feeling lucky and grateful that I got into the selection for the voyage. Sounds so great, where all of it was sponsored and the only thing to pay was the visa and the expenses on food in Xiamen, China. But every "Congratulations" that came to my ears sting and felt like grains of salt on my wound. At first, it soun